When my 7-year old daughter grows up, I have dreams of her becoming a doctor or a renowned guitar player. But because of the incredible mind-reading skill she oh so effortlessly displayed just last night, I do believe she could also make it big as a psychic.
Right after we finished dancing and sweating to Wannabe by the Spice Girls, she sat me down and looked me squarely in the eye. “Mama, are you ok?”, she asked. She must have sensed a negative vibe from me. I said, “Right now, I’m not really ok, but I know I will be.” And then she gave me a tight 20-second hug, and for that brief moment, I was back in my happy place.
I wasn’t in the cheeriest of moods, because I had some shocking news from this guy I have been spending a lot of time with for the past 4 or 5 months. He and I weren’t actually a couple- not enough reason to change my Facebook status- but we did share happy times together. I was simply sad, knowing that we can no longer do the things we used to do.
This unofficial breakup tore me apart that night. The tears involuntarily gushed down my cheeks like Niagara Falls.
I hope he doesn’t read this. He doesn’t know… he never did know how I felt about him all…this…time…